Lately I've been feeling like this:



Today I feel alright. Christmas is coming and I'm fairly excited.

One of the most amazing ladies that I was fortunate enough to know. Everyone to have met her sees the world a little darker without her in it.
http://www.legacy.com/obituaries/lvrj/obituary.aspx?n=lucy-lowy&pid=126589768

Cute picture I found today!!

i'm starting to feel better. You can't help but just be happy that you had such a hot cat.

i really miss my cat

i miss my kitty cat

Yay webcam!

people.
friends.
relationships.
i take what i know about these things.
everyone is born the same.
i was born the same.
it's special to break out of our natural state.
i haven't. few have.

i'm tired and sore a lot.
regardless,
i'm learning to like my life for me.
i have a path. i have direction. i found love where i needed to.
i don't think i have to faux around.
Happy happy smile!
HAHAHAHA! I'm far from perfect.
I'm not worried.
everyone will get their own.

First and foremost, if you are reading this then I love you. <3
Anyways, another semester is starting! SO EXCITED!!!!
This is my fabulous schedule:

Integrated Principles of Biology 2
Introduction to International Relations
Skeleton Keys: Forensic Identification
Aztec Civilization
Behavioral Neuroscience

I think that this semester is one of those momentous times when you finally steer your life in a certain direction. I can't wait to see what I learn! And guess what...NO CHEMISTRY OR MATH HELL YES! I think I deserve a break from that crap.

Tomorrow I'm signing a lease for my first apartment ever!! I don't mean those silly apartment deals that is basically living in a dorm off-campus. A two-story townhouse unfurnished apartment. With two amazing girls who I know will make my life that much more amazing. I can't wait to start sharing adventures with them.

I also got a job! Haha yes! So hopefully I'll be able to pimp my place :-P

To everyone reading, good luck with this semester, and for those starting college for the first time, MAKE IT EVERYTHING YOU'VE EVER HOPED FOR.

Who knows why I feel so optimistic today, but I'll take it while it lasts.

Peace and Love.

http://www.brightcove.tv/title.jsp?title=1815852561&channel=294434710

Straight-up passion.

I need to vent about a couple of things.

1) My roommate talks on the phone in the early morning when I'm sleeping. Loudly.

2) This is my schedule next week:

Wednesday--> Chemistry Two Exam 1  
                     Chemistry Lab Unknowns 1 (in other words, the hardest thing to do in chemistry lab)
Thursday--> Archaeology Exam 1 (covering the most broad, expansive chunk of reading ever)  
                  Biology Lab Practical 1 (an exam in biology that's the equivalent of chemistry unknowns)
Friday--> Biology Exam 1 (covering, of course, eleven motherfucking chapters)

3) I've been nominated by a student government party to run for Senate. They stalked me like a 48-year-old man stalking a 13-year-old little boy on facebook. I had to remove all pictures of me (drinking, being crazy, etc.) which I happened to like. Apparently I could have been a liability. LOL.

4) I'm on my period through all this.


SOO long story short, I'm basically fucked.

I have the most boring roommate in the history of time. True story.

Life could always be worse.
I've just been having a really shitty day.
I've been having problems sleeping.
My body is so tired from work.
People can be so mean to someone they don't even know.
My head has been in another place.
I'm worried about how the FUCK I'm going to pay for housing next semester.
There is some good news in all this self-pitying poo.

My sister and I are spending the night in a haunted B&B in St. Augustine!
It's going to be so baller.
We're scared but really excited.
I <3 that city so much. It will be nice to get away from work for the weekend.

Los Angeles is only a month away! It's going to be so crazy awesome. I have no idea what to pack.

We got the Coldplay tickets for November! So happy!

Damnit I can't wait to move back to Gainesville. Hell, I can't wait to move out of the state. I feel like I want to spend a good portion of my life traveling. Things change so often. I feel strongly this time though. I guess we will see in the years to come. (LOL at my future self if I still make posts in lj at that age)

Sooooo college is cool.
The independence is like nothing else. I didn't gain 15 pounds, so I think I've got it covered.
My grades were so-so, but I'm expecting many things about my life to change with every new day. I like change. It feels good to change.
I have found a new religion--Gator football/basketball. Haha just kidding. Sort of.
It's basically amazing and just the beginning. I miss it so much already. All you soon-to-be college freshmen Get Ready For Everything New And Amazing.
However, I miss a lot of things about home (not including my actual home of course).
I have a job at the Willow Tree in Downtown Sanford. Good German food and good service :-P
I'm going to LOS ANGELES in August and am so freaking excited.
It feels damn good to just type random things out like old times.
<3 peace and love bitches

MY TA IS A DICK!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Damn fucking shitbag with a God-complex.

Was driving home from a party around 1:15-ish last night and the road was blocked by police cars.
We turned around and got out on the main road. There were about 11 police cars all around the corner where the apartments i was at are located. It was obviously a crime scene because the police officers were rolling out the caution tape. It must have just happened. As we drove past the commotion we looked at the center of attention and there were dead bodies covered up in the yellow sheets. Dead bodies. So my friends were freaking out and I was really curious at what happened. I looked at the news online today and saw this...

http://www.wcjb.com/index.php?cat_id=4006&url_news4006=http%3A%2F%2Fwww.wcjb.com%2Fmodules%2FNews%2FdisplayNews.php%3Fid%3D1529&formFocus=news4006

The exact road the apartments were on was 23rd terrace. Pretty fucking crazy.

i am now married to blake lewis.
ahthankyou.